Are you there?

When I lay awake in a full moon abyss

amid the sleepy eyes and sloppy purrs

in the lap of silent midnight air

Feets go cold,my eyes flutter open  

sans a shocking trance or an awful cry 

 there's no sleep to reach, no light to pry

  no warmth to feel, no touch to heal
the salty dark drops ,I never reveal

My soul ripped bare,my spirit awakened

I cry for you,for me,for us

for my heart replays ,the days it saved

and my eyes flash dreams,which remain betrayed

I muse at stars and look for you

they seem so far ,show no sign of you

I touch that shirt ,the spot you slept

the card you gifted, the band you left

I burn a little ,I die anew

for all those things, still smell of you

I try to ponder again what happened

will I ever comeover the phase of acceptance

The wound is rooted beyond my body

waiting to be kissed by an extinct remedy..

These eerie nights,are dear to me
 fake smiles aren't forced,no dire sympathy

then the only voice , is yours I hear
when I wonder aloud :

 Are you there?